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The Mouth of Madness

Shadow of Broken Dreams

Created on 2004-12-06 23:00:07 (#5375439), last updated 2009-04-10

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Name:	Shadowed Dreamer
Birthdate:	1982-09-11
Location:	Saint Leonard, Maryland, United States
Website:	AvalonX

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darklingtwin@avalon-x.com

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Ever danced with the devil by the pale moonlight?

Whenever asked for this sorts of descriptions I used to say I was Tall, Dark, and Sinister, but while I wish I was at times I'm really not all that sinister, so I think I'll replace it with 'Ever-Changing'. Much more appropriate. Society is a shadow of the dream that it will one day become, or the shimmerings left from the broken nightmare it already is. Either way I live my life onward, ever changing, ever dreaming, ever finding the truth in the shadows where so few will look in this day and age. It is by my own rules that I live my life, and damn them that would have it differently. As is probably fairly obvious by now I tend to have a bit darker outlook on the world at times, and many tend to think this makes me sick, twisted, morbid, or 'emo'... that I'm depressed, broken, or evil. Silly people. This is more wrong than can possibly be imagined. I'm actually fairly upbeat, especially around the right sort of people and can be extremely random and crazy (in that good way... not the psychotic one). It's merely that I refuse to let my eyes be blinded by the outlooks forced on most of society by their peers. I can see the good just fine, the light and hope and perfection. But in all things, it could never exist if not for the balance of the dark pleasures and pains of life. I revel in the balance my Lady Fate has given me, and happily walk the line; joyfully following my dreams to the shimmering horizon...

What am I doing with my life? Currently I'm on a bit of a haitus from college, but I plan on going back later to finish things up (not too much later however). Currently I'm working as a software developer for a small company doing building automation. Not quite my dream job yet, but it pays well, counts as experience, and gets the bills paid. In my spare time I'm pretty much as random as a person can get with hobbies. I'm a comp geek so of course computers and programming are at the top of the list, that's pretty much expected though. Game Design and development is right there with it, even if I'm not your common hardcore gamer. In fact I rarely actually play any games at all, but the industry as a whole intrigues me. Before I was a comp sci major I was almost an art major. I sketch a lot although I'm horrid when it comes to color. Black and white has always intrigued me; the complexities and details that can be created with mere shades of gray. Sometimes I write, although the chances of me finishing something that isn't a poetry is slim to none. And then of course there are the random days and nights (like this one) where I'll just zone out and spill my soul in words and images. Hmm, other things... I picked up chainmailing a few years back, along with making floggers, crops, whips, and assorted other fetishy things. So yeah, as far as things to keep me occupied, I'm fairly well booked, but I always love a new distraction or someone entertaining to talk to, so whether your an old friend or just someone new stopping by and randomly reading a journal feel free to add me and more likely than not I'll add you back. Leave a comment and I might even give out cookies. Evil cookies.

From within the warm comforts of their campfire the travelers felt safe... alone.. at peace with the world, all was well and good... In the shadows that enwrapped them, just beyond the edge of the light a world hovered, pressed away, ignored, nonexistant to them. Out of sight, out of mind. But at least in that world everything was known... not just the blissful, ignorant comforts of the light... but all the joys and sorrows of the world, full blown in the light of those embracing shadows...

I've been living in the light of so many dreams and thoughts that it's taken me a while but I'm finally coming back to the shadows that have always embraced me, and have always given me the joys that only the flickering shadows can fathom. A shadow of a thousand broken dreams... I feel born again to that darkness... and life is good...

How do you see life?

Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be without light, and light can't be without darkness. You see everything through different angels to gain perspective over situations. You act rather rational and people can find you stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is not really that good to you, yet it's not so bad. Like everything else, you need to balance it in order to find peace.

Somehow I knew this would happen... the Armies form; our family ever growing. The Devil, she waits and watches; her minions ready. And Death hovers, a smile on his face, awaiting the beginning of the end. One of these days the three of us will get together again. And then the waiting will end...

Who would you be in the War of Armageddon?
The Antichrist You'd be most fit for the role of The Antichrist in the War of Armageddon. You are the most vile of all human beings ever created. You possess supernatural powers not of this world, granted to you by satan himself. You are perhaps the most intelligent human, with a wit like a fox and the ability to manipulate yourself into or out of any situation. You will conquer the entire earth using manipulation and an iron fist. Mankind is merely a pawn to you, something to use and to abuse. You will lead the dark armies through hell's gates and onto earth to fight the last battle between good and evil. </b>
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So, if nothing else, this proves just how much of a sado-masochist I can be most times... and yes, I say both because I am both... quite a bit for that matter... oh, the joys that sweet sweet pain can bring...

You are a maniac killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you
are not the most social person in the bunch
and people think you are weird. That bothers
you somewhat but atleast you can entertain
yourself with daydreaming about killing them.
After all, they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture equpiment

Quote: "Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang

Facial expression: Wicked smile

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